Thursday, March 22, 2007

Girl Of My Dreams

Stepping into the mrt. . .

I saw many couples, practically the whole cabin was filled with couples, leaving only 1 auntie with 1 Indian guy staring at me, maybe i had my music on my ipod turned on too loudly.

With all the couples around me, i started to wonder, is it me or what? Why am i still single? Well, i knew that somewhere deep down, i'm still waiting for the special someone to accept me, again.

Apparently, she's my ex-girlfriend, she's a year younger then me and also was the first girlfriend that i took seriously at age 17, i knew she was my special one the moment i knew her. Although she was pretty much of an 'ah lian' then.

She broke up with me 2 months after that, citing that she wanted to concentrate on her studies. I accepted her reason and was left to single hood. 1 year after that, she ask for a patch-up, i gave an immediate answer, because i still know that she was the one for me. We got together again, but broke up again after 2 months due to an misunderstanding.

Although we still keep in contact with each other and we being quite close friends, i still harbor hopes of getting together again, for the last and final time. I believe i will not let this relationship go anymore. I want her to be by my side, forever.

My mum and my close friends always told me to give up on her, my family don't really like her. But i told myself that she has changed, for the better. So to the girl who might see this, i think you know who you are. And to tell you this, i'm not giving up on you. Like people always say, you are the girl of my dreams. . .

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