Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Heartbreaker

Something happened last night, someone mentioned something that broke my heart so badly. That something happened to be an argument, that someone happened to be my girlfriend.





Last night, my girlfriend smsed me and told me she got reprimanded at work, for you guys information, my girlfriend is working in where i used to work in, so i know the company inside out. So i gave her some advice hoping that it will help her because i know she wanted the job quite badly and at least that would ease the problems on her as her parents will start grumbling at her if she doesn't get the job. She's working there as a temporary staff and her work performance will be observed. If she performs, she'll get the job, if not, she will have no job.





So after i gave her my advice, she replied in the next sms that she don't f***ing care about the rules and she don't care about what i said. She started throwing her temper as usual again, i wanted to tolerate her tantrums as usual but i felt that i should stand up and make my feelings known as i have always tolerate her tantrums but she seems to be taking my kindness for granted. Then came the sucker punch, she replied that i can go find another girl who doesnt throw her temper at me.




My heart broke at that very moment, this is not the first time she said this to me. I'm not sure why she said that, but it surely broke my heart. I got so angry i did not want to reply her. I sms a few of my good friends, and all of them said the same thing.

"IF SHE REALLY LOVES ME, SHE WOULDN'T HAVE SAID ALL THOSE THINGS TO HURT ME"




Well, i have tolerated her temper long enough, and if we are gonna be together for long, she has to curb that temper of hers, as it's hurting me quite badly. If she truly loves me, she will not have vented her anger on me time and time again. For a moment, i felt like giving up, but my good friend has told me to think twice before making any decision. So i will give it some thought over the next few days.



Darling, if you are reading this, this is a note for you. If we are to continue in this relationship, much will depends on you. I have already been nice by trying to tolerate as much as i can, but everyone has a boiling point and i have reached mine. I don't want you to be taking advantage of my kindness like the other people in the world are already doing.




Peace Out!

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